Meredith Andrews - In Your Arms

Here it is: The song of the week! A new artist I've discovered this week. (I know, I had time to search in the midst of paper writing and track meets) Is May over yet?
Praying it is an encouragement for you!
God has been my strength, and as I continue with my second class, it is God that is holding me in His arms.

Sheep

Isaiah 53:6 "We all, like sheep have gone astray, each of us has turned to his own way; and the Lord has laid on him the iniquity of us all."
Christ is the good shepherd.I am no longer like these wandering sheep in Israel. Yet there are days I really feel like it. Is my trust in my savior or am I like these wondering sheep? I've been testing the waters lately, and feel like I am like these sheep. I will stand firm in the solid rock of Christ.
Is. 40:3" A voice of one calling: In the desert prepare the way for the Lord, make straight in the wilderness a highway for our God"
I am removing the obstacles that are preventing me from the coming of the Lord. IS. 40:8 " the grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of our God stands forever." I seemed to receive many withering flowers today from my kindergartners, and reminded of the small blessings. This verse reminds me that even though weed flowers will die, His word is unfailing.

30 Memories!

(Decorated by my Niece)

They say it's my birthday, and I turn 30......So since I'm still in denial; here is a fun way to celebrate.

1980-Adopted on May 20th, 1980
1981-Playing with my brothers
1982-all I got is a big smile
1983-Big Girl Bed
1984-I was a witch for Halloween
1985-Big Wheel Races/Naturalization.U.S. Citizen
1986-I was in the Journal Star/Dance Recitals
1987-still in blow up wings to swim
1988-I come in handy with a drill;building a deck
1989-Disney World after Appendicitis Appendectomy
1990-First Softball team
1991-Washington D.C. band trip
1992-I played the Coronet
1993-Still Daddy's little girl at 13
1994-I can ski down the bunny hill/And I bought my first 10speed bicycle
1995-Broke 3200M relay record at Peoria Heights
1996-Ran Cross Country
1997-Re-dedicated my life to Christ
1998-Trip to Russia--A friend wrote me 10 letters/devos.(I still own them)
1999-1st College Course
2000-First Experience of dorm life
2001-Traditional Fishing trips to Branson w/my Dad
2002-Trip to England
2003-first date...nope not true...Umm..Maybe b/c I still play in the sandbox
2004-I cut my hair short...AHHH
2005-Bachelor's Degree from Eureka College
2006-1st real Job/Bethany Baptist is my home church
2007-Baptized in the Jordan River
2008-Took 5 girls to State in Jr. High and they medal ed
2009-Another trip to Palestine, Israel/I read through the Old Testament
2010-Started Master's Program...am I nuts

This is fun

These 3 little words are going to haunt my life forever...Want to know the story, ask my friend Jill. I think I just about had to call an ambulance to go to her house before she choked to death over my words "this is fun" on the phone.

Update:
My Master's program is going well. I have had 3 full weeks and almost at the halfway mark of this class. It has been great getting to know classmates from other states, and I think one lives in Hawaii. But they have been encouraging as they comment on my discussion posts, and our Prof. makes us laugh with her dyslexia. And her comments to our posts are encouraging as well as funny. She plays the devils advocate quite often but makes solid, encouraging comments to help us succeed.

I guess I can say that I believe those words that it will be easier as an adult. I know more, and write well. Though, I have to say that this first APA style paper could have gone either way and then I would have proven my point on my writing skills. But God knows the bigger picture and He's always faithful.

Dr. Pepper Test

So I didn't take this test on purpose...
Last week I headed to Panera to write a excruciating paper that was due that night at midnight. No( I did not wait till the last minute, that was 3 out of 3 papers I had to write for the week). So I drank 2 glasses of Dr. Pepper. What you must know is that caffeine has never affected me at night. But I guess after being up till 2am, that I have discovered it does.

So again, Dr. Pepper was drank on Monday...yes, I was home writing papers all day and had 1 glass and finished it off at dinner time. Little did I know that was going to keep me up till midnight.

The result...No Dr. Pepper after dinner.

Leaping into Failure

It's not as easy or productive as I thought this schooling would be. Week 1 turned out well. Week 2 has proved to be a struggle, and one that I'm not overcoming very well. I thought I had a good handle on it, but tonight I have other thoughts.
I've heard lots of "why did you wait till the last minute words this week. You should have stayed home all weekend and wrote your paper. I'm gonna do this and that while you write a paper." I've heard words of well, it's your responsibility. Totally encouraging I know. I'm full of tears 2 nights in a row. Tonight, I am feeling the pressure. I've been working since Thursday on these 3 papers. 2 of them are written. I forgot how to write a compare and contrast paper. But when you don't understand what your writing on, I just keep repeating myself. Can I forfeit 4 pts. and make them up later in the game?A 1000wd essay and a 500 essay together equal 4 pts. Sheesh, that seems so fair. Can someone please take me back to 8th grade, where I can learn this? I hate this class I'm in. I feel as if I'm not really learning and going through the motions of setting myself up for failure.
I need more strength and motivation, and help. I need more sleep, I need more and more of positive influence in my life. I need to end week 2 so I can start fresh on week 3 and forget this frustrating, humiliating, paper I have to write.

It's Here!!!

As I look at this picture, I see me trying to climb this ice mountain, yet possibly falling down(Which in reality, is exactly what happened)
But as a believer in Christ, I know that my faith is stronger, and I can hold on, even if I am slipping. It's a new day, with new challenges, and new habits of life. It's all a new beginning as I make this climb. I don't know if I'm going to fall or if I'm going to climb further. I'm praying my way through, that God leads me further up the hill.
On to bigger and better things in life...Pursuing a Master's.
The dream is big. I want to see and feel the warmth of Christ's love as I trust Him with my future. The future looks unknown, but the journey of walking with Christ and growing stronger as a believer is worth the cost.