Lord move, or move me

Lord, move in my heart today. There's a rock of understanding standing in my way. I feel so far away today. Bring me grace, and peace, that you are working. Work in me as I begin this new class and learn a knowledge of information that is new to me. Father, I am praying that you take everything I am holding on to, and take me out of complacency, where I've been so long. Lord, please move in my heart today.
Here is my prayer as I read these lyrics to FFH--Lord Move, or move me.


Lord move in a way, that I've never seen before
Cause there's a mountain in the way and a lock on the door
I'm drifting away, waves are crashing on the shore
So Lord move (move), or move me.


I've look every where to find
A simple peace of mind
I can't find nothing on my own
So I got to leave myself behind
Take up this cross of mine
Give away everything I hold onto

Lord I know the only way is through this
Lord I know I need you to help me do this

If you need to be refreshed in Christ, and back to the Gospel, I urge you to listen to this song. I have been reminded of the Gospel for the past week, and how we need to preach the Gospel to ourselves. Christ come back into my life. I am at your feet crying out. Precious Redeemer, please heal my soul. Forgive me, for I have walked so far away from you. Bring me back to the Sea of Galilee, where you called your disciples to be faithful to the One who is our living God.
I've been asked by several, if I'm returning to Israel this year. The answer is no. But my heart is there. I've been re-living my life there, and all the memories and challenges God has given. What a great experience I've had, and praying for this year's team. Remembering the life Christ lived, and the grace and love He has given us. Freely forever, one day he is coming! It will be a glorious day. Matthew 24:42"Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come"v.44"So you must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him" I am reminded to be intentional in your relationships with others. Be intentional of those around you. Those who know Christ, and those who may be in need. Reach out to someone today who is in need.




No turning back, I'm giving all of my life this time. Because dying you've saved me. Buried you've carried my sins far away. Your love makes it worth it.

East To West- Casting Crowns w/ Lyrics

This is my prayer tonight. I feel so alone, and so ready
to give up! I've been challenged to not give up and not let
School become my idol. Now, there's a thought. What does it take
to Trust in God's plan?
Prayer and Obedience every step of the way.
This is step 1: Praying these words below:
I'm reminded of this picture of the Sea of Galilee and thinking
of how peaceful it is, and the peace that comes from God.


Here I am, Lord, and I'm drowning in your sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me
I yearn for peace and rest
I don't want to end up where You found me
And it echoes in my mind, keeps me awake tonight
I know You've cast my sin as far as the east is from the west
And I stand before You now as though I've never sinned
But today I feel like I'm just one mistake away from You leaving me this way

Jesus, can You show me just how far the east is from the west
'cause I can't bear to see the man I've been come rising up in me again
In the arms of Your mercy I find rest
'cause You know just how far the east is from the west
From one scarred hand to the other

I start the day, the war begins, endless reminding of my sin
Time and time again Your truth is drowned out by the storm I'm in
Today I feel like I'm just one mistake away from You leaving me this way

I know You've washed me white, turned my darkness into light
I need Your peace to get me through, to get me through this night
I can't live by what I feel, but by the truth Your word reveals
I'm not holding on to You, but You're holding on to me
You're holding on to me

Jesus, You know just how far the east is from the west
I don't have to see the man I've been come rising up in me again
In the arms of Your mercy I find rest
'cause You know just how far the east is from the west
From one scarred hand to the other
One scarred hand to the other
From one scarred hand to the other

The Essence of His Presence

I'm reading a new book, I just pulled off the shelf. Yeah, a little distraction from the papers. But anyhow what else is there to do at 12AM.
The Essence of His Presence--Lloyd John Ogilvie
Christ wants to bless my life? That is the question of my life. Yes, I know in my head it is truth, but do I really believe it in my heart? Have I let my frustrations dig a hole in my heart that seems too deep to heal? I somehow forgot how to give God my struggle, how to have peace, how to have Christ as my authority, sing my way through the day, find my way out of loneliness, be honest with others, and guard myself from Satan's attack. I took a time out tonight, and feeling so needy spiritually, and not even sure what I need or what's wrong with me. A time out to be quiet and reflect on God's tenderness, kindness and forgiveness. Remembering the quiet times in Israel, reflecting on the quiet moments Christ took when the busyness of life got in the way, or the busyness of the atmosphere became too strong, and he went away from the city to pray. I too am moving away from the city to pray. Where exactly..maybe on a hill over-looking the view of paradise. Galatians 5:1 "...Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery." The Lord gets inside of us and frees us by his forgiveness. He takes all the worries, fears, fantasies, and tangled up mess we find ourselves in daily and forgives. His goodness is only imputed to those who trust in Him and is filled with the Spirit. I somehow needed to be reminded of His goodness. I need more faith; my faith is dwindling. I'm focused on the things of the earth, and not on things above(Col. 3:2). "If you abide in me, and my words abide in you, ask whatever you will, and it shall be done for you"(John 15:7) Yes, that seems beyond my reach, beyond what I can have faith in. But God says, trust me. Hold my hand and trust me.
Christ is at work, but we have to be open to the life's tasks ahead of us, and invite him in on our concerns, values, goals,to be conformed to His will for our life. Be open to the warmth of his love. That is what I am learning tonight. I am worn down, emotional as ever, wanting that fellowship with my Father. He is waiting, with open arms, helping me to grow in discipleship.