Never in my life have I ever taken one of these, and if I was sick, I had better be really sick the day before, for me to even take a day off. But after a few hours of sleep from crying myself to sleep, and waking to extreme tiredness, and a sore throat, and a queezy stomach(realizing I was just hungry now).....I took a Mental Health Day. yes---it will be the first and last after how much guilt I'll have.
So what' s the day look for me...?
----I went back to sleep for a half hour. (sleeping the guilt away).
----Prayer time this morning of being content in life (I WILL praise God)
----Forgot it was Garbage day--so outside I went
----I slept with my ipod, so now back to listening to encouraging music
----Loads of Laundry
----Finish a Project
----School Application
----Bible reading, so I don't have to feel guilty that I've wasted my day and be held accountable to my discipleship leader later this week
----A nap, cause right now I'm on 4 hours of sleep (coffee will only get me so far)
----I might lock myself in a closet today and be reminded of how God felt on these days, and cry out to my Father who can give me the peace and comfort I NEED today.
4 comments:
Sweetheart! Sorry things were so rough last night (and today). Praying for you, my friend.
Jill--
I think I felt a overwhelmed with a lot yesterday, when I realized I'd been going through all these emotions alone, and needed someone to just pray with me.
I need to start reading your blog BEFORE coming over. Sorry :-( You also got some computer support outta the day. :-)
Don't worry about it Kevin, and thanks for coming over.
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