Am I making the right decision? Is all my thoughts lined up with God's thought? Am I doing what He wants? Is it time to move forward? All these anxieties of it all. Am I doing the right research? Have I prayed and sought God enough? What else can I be doing? Is this where God has me now? How do you answer all these questions in a godly way? Many are apprehensions I have of making the choice in the will of God. Others are applicable to the situation.
My heart is heavy and weighed down by the process of it all. I do need to search my heart and check the motives. Do I have fears? Plenty of them. Though I know fully well that all I need to do is trust. He is walking right beside me. He doesn't want me to fail. His intent is not to put roadblocks in our way so that we will fail. They are there to see how much we take hold of our relationship with God. Remember my challenge of saying yes to surrendering to God. And I'm still learning the implications of it all. My prayer tonight is that I hold on to the keys of salvation. Faith is the key to salvation and that key will lead me to the open door if I am willing to get out of my chair and hand over my trust in God. My trust in God will lead me to the answer of trust and you will be in the will of God.